Open Wide!

Ok so the last visit to my Dermo was quiet uneventful and a lot annoying because my regular doctor was on vacation. I wasn't exactly thrilled to spead my legs for this unknown woman. I'm laying there with 3 women in the room naked with my legs spead and I can think of a million things I would rather be doing. My mom is in the corner asking a million questions as usual. The nurse audibly gasp when she saw my scars and outbreaks. The doctor is knocking on my scar like a damn door saying, "It's hard as a brick!" Wow. LOL! All I can do is look back at that and laugh.

I was hurting like hell that day. I live 150 miles from my doctor so its already a drive. When we got home later that day I realize I've left my purse at Walmart! I had to drive back and get it but I was thanking God because someone turned it in without taking the $100 I had in cash sitting right at the top saying hello.

I haven't had sex since March. Hmmmm. LOL. My ex says he's in love with me and wants to get back together. I don't believe him. After about the 4th time you treat me bad, its pretty obvious what's really going on. Lots and lots of guys are trying to talk to me but they are all superficial. Any guy can make you feel sexy but it takes a real man to make you feel special, loved, and respected. These weak men would leave my apartment screaming at the first sight of my underarms not to mention my crotch. LOL. One guy I was dating said it looked cool. WTF?!? There is nothing cool about crotch scars! He became a lil obsessed and I had to let him go. I hate being made to feel SICK or WEIRD.