Flawed

Going through my health issues really put a dent in my confidence and self-esteem at one point. I honestly didn’t even think I would survive it. But I’m here, different; but here. Bigger, but here. Scarred, but here. But here I am, single, in this dating world that is about 85% visual. On one hand, I think I am beautiful inside and out, then I look down at what this autoimmune disorder (and me) has done to my body over the years and I am not so sure. Then I have these guys who loved me despite those flaws, yet seem to get swayed or distracted by visual “upgrades”. It’s confusing, it’s frustrating, but its life.