4 Shots to the Body

I took the fourth injection on Friday. I still haven't noticed any immediate changes but hopefully there is something good brewing on the inside. Taking Enbrel, however, is affecting me mentally though. My anxiety is very high because of all the side effects associated with taking Enbrel. I am analyzing every little ache and pain wondering if it is related to taking the shot. I had cramps in my calf muscles yesterday. I have had a slight earache and sore throat too. I called the support line and they said that was normal. I guess the kicker is that I don’t know what is related to the shot or not. She was very helpful and nice. Most of the time talking to a doctor/nurse helps you relax but the conversation only left me feeling more anxious. Taking this medicine is scary. God help me. It is so tempting to ask God why me, but just as logical to say why not me.